“I was bound by Pornography and homosexuality . I felt dirty, shameful all the time . The secret life pushed me into depression and I used porn and alcohol as escape; just to numb the pain. The more I slept around, the emptier I became . I often thought of ending my life , but thank God I found you; I have been in therapy for 6 months now working through the abandonment of my father . I have forgiven him and can receive the love of my real Father God”